Post by DDC on Nov 7, 2013 3:43:48 GMT -3
Long time no see eh? I'm sorry I haven't been on. At all. And I'm even more sorry that I wasn't on to tell you how I was or that I was okay, I've realized now that I pretty much pulled a Lunar and disappeared..
My operation went well, not sure if I even told any of you besides King about my operation but meh, you know now. XD I had my gallbladder out a few months ago and I've been feeling much better.
The news I regret to inform you though is that I am stepping down. There are two reasons for this, the first is the most obvious, I don't really have the time I use to have to do this, between family and personal things. The second reason is kind of sad and I very much wish it wasn't this way, but I just don't think I have any will to do things with this anymore. Before I left, I was having trouble focusing on it, I was starting to lose interest but trying to keep myself going with it for the sake of everyone who loved it, but in doing so it started making me stressed and even more uninterested. This started as just a simple guild on another website that me and Lunar started and then grew into it's own little forum game, and I am grateful to everyone who loves it and keeps it what it is. I wish so much that things could be different, but I need to step down, not just for my sake but for the sake of the site, so many things I've started here that never got finished, so much that could've been done but I was absent so nothing could be done with it because I have the admin account. So many things that I had been planning in my mind for interesting stuff to add, that I just couldn't bring myself to do. I wish I could keep going, I really really do, I wish there was something I could turn on in my brain that would give me motivation again, but I haven't any.
And thus, I am turning over the site to King and DarkCat if they so wish, two people who have stuck with the site through thick and thin. This is yours now guys to do with as you please, let it become your vision that was once the vision of Lunars and mine. Maybe someday I will have the motivation to do things again, and of course I'll sometimes stalk a little bit if I ever find the time to see how things are going. I really hope I am not burdening King or DC, or even the Helpers, as I write this I am in tears for I feel really bad about this, as I said I really wish it didn't have to be this way, but this is just something I have to do. This may have been just a website made of a bunch of pixels and words and such, but it was a big part of my life for a long time, and I hope you all still enjoy it as you have.
I am hoping this isn't a goodbye, but rather a 'See you later!', as I hope that one day I have the time, the motivation, and perhaps a little bit more gaming know-how to add things to make the site one day run smoother, and return here with all of you. I hope you all continue your digital adventures with your new head admins. ^.^
~ Durgon
My operation went well, not sure if I even told any of you besides King about my operation but meh, you know now. XD I had my gallbladder out a few months ago and I've been feeling much better.
The news I regret to inform you though is that I am stepping down. There are two reasons for this, the first is the most obvious, I don't really have the time I use to have to do this, between family and personal things. The second reason is kind of sad and I very much wish it wasn't this way, but I just don't think I have any will to do things with this anymore. Before I left, I was having trouble focusing on it, I was starting to lose interest but trying to keep myself going with it for the sake of everyone who loved it, but in doing so it started making me stressed and even more uninterested. This started as just a simple guild on another website that me and Lunar started and then grew into it's own little forum game, and I am grateful to everyone who loves it and keeps it what it is. I wish so much that things could be different, but I need to step down, not just for my sake but for the sake of the site, so many things I've started here that never got finished, so much that could've been done but I was absent so nothing could be done with it because I have the admin account. So many things that I had been planning in my mind for interesting stuff to add, that I just couldn't bring myself to do. I wish I could keep going, I really really do, I wish there was something I could turn on in my brain that would give me motivation again, but I haven't any.
And thus, I am turning over the site to King and DarkCat if they so wish, two people who have stuck with the site through thick and thin. This is yours now guys to do with as you please, let it become your vision that was once the vision of Lunars and mine. Maybe someday I will have the motivation to do things again, and of course I'll sometimes stalk a little bit if I ever find the time to see how things are going. I really hope I am not burdening King or DC, or even the Helpers, as I write this I am in tears for I feel really bad about this, as I said I really wish it didn't have to be this way, but this is just something I have to do. This may have been just a website made of a bunch of pixels and words and such, but it was a big part of my life for a long time, and I hope you all still enjoy it as you have.
I am hoping this isn't a goodbye, but rather a 'See you later!', as I hope that one day I have the time, the motivation, and perhaps a little bit more gaming know-how to add things to make the site one day run smoother, and return here with all of you. I hope you all continue your digital adventures with your new head admins. ^.^
~ Durgon
